Well…Fuck.

I’m pregnant.

Looks like the day-after pill is not THAT safe. Now I have a problem. What am I gonna do? I don’t want to have an abortion, but I can’t have a baby either. I’m not ready for it. I’m not strong enough. Not good enough. Not yet. And to make it even worse: to have an arbotion, they’ll have to take off a blood sample and during the operation, I’ll get infusions through needles and the thing is: I have a phobia of all kinds of needles in my veins. Not an anxiety. A fucking phobia.

What the hell am I supposed to do?

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5 thoughts on “Well…Fuck.

  1. If it helps- as scary as it sounds to have a baby, take in the fear and don’t decide against! I had an abortion once, and I never stopped imagining how the child would have been, what it would ae

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  2. I have had a phobia of needles in the past too, but at your age, and with mental illnesses (trust me, I know how those feel), the best thing is to a) get an abortion, and b) get therapy to work through those feelings. You are far too young to compromise your body and future, not to mention your mental self. If you tell the doctor about your fear of needles they can use techniques to help. Stay safe ❤

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  3. Having this baby might be the very thing to help you realize how important it is to take care of yourself! But it is ultimately your decision. However you should try to take in all your options and try not to automatically assume that abortion is your only option.

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